Dad Carroll, Sharon, Paul, Phillip, Sandra, Sheila and extended family.
It has taken me this long to write to you all because my heart was so broken hearing about the passing of Mom Carroll that I couldn`t write. When my mom died (Barb Smith) when I was 17, Ruby stepped right in as the second mom she had always been since babysitting me as a toddler to try and ease my loss. She sent me birthday and christmas cards every year and many pictures of weddings, new babies, in letters. Once the internet came along we emailed regularly to each other. Mom Carroll gave me support, advice, guidance, love, and prayers throughout my life and I knew I was loved as if I was one of her own. I always knew I had someone in my corner praying for me and cheering me on no matter what. Even though we kind of lost touch the last few years with so many things going on in our lives we always knew each other was out there and the love never wavered.
Mom Carroll was a true inspiration. A woman of great beauty not only inside and out but of mind and soul. She had grace, poise, kindness, compassion, and a true loving heart and never once wavered in her love of Jesus her Lord and Saviour. She meant the world to me and her loss has devastated me despite the time apart. Perhaps bringing back feelings of loss from when my mom died as well they were so much alike and such good friends.
Please accept my heartfelt condolences on Mom C`s loss and know that you do not grieve alone. I was just one small part of her life but she made such a large impact on mine you have no idea.
Please know that I have thought of each one of you many times over the years and was always wonderful keeping up to date on your lives thru Mom C`s letters, emails and pictures. She was so very proud of each and every one of you. She always spoke very highly of everyone`s accomplishments and with such love.
I send prayers that God is providing you with his peace, comfort, strength and courage as we all walk on without Ruby`s incredible loving presence. We know we will all be reunited one day in heaven and shall see her again. Until then, may God richly bless each and every one of you and may you always feel the incredible amount of love and warmth she felt for you as you go on. All my love.
Shelley Smith-Godfrey
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Monday May 18, 2020
via Condolence Message