This was read by my sister Pamela DesRosiers at my husband Heath's funeral. My letter to you all: If you are reading this, I have reached my destination. I have no more pain, and I'm not tired this place is full of fascination. I kow that you are angry and your hearts have broken in two but i want you to know how much i loved each and everyone of you.. I was ready to fight the fight,, you know i would to the end i did not give up, i promise you and all of my friends. i was sitting there that morning, looking forward to christmas day, you went to pick up coffee, and then we'd be on our way. the most beautiful thing happened, i know right now you dont understand i saw a shadow reaching out to me i looked and it was Sammy's hand... I had to make a decision, I didnt know what to do I was torn between two worlds one with Sammy or the one i had with all of you I heard her voice say out loud Its christmas and i dont want to be alone, I cant bare to see you suffer daddy Its time you come on home... So many christmas's without Sammy I know one day you'll understand I had a second to make a decision and i reached for her hand.. To my wife and children I love you Time will heal your pain. But Sammy and I want you to know We will all be together again This is not good-bye Nor will it ever be... you were my whole life and i miss you all terribly Go on with your lives I will be watching from above, Stand strong together To all my families and friends I send my love Love Heath,,,,
Pam
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Sunday January 8, 2012
via Condolence Message