Still loving and missing you papa, 12 years later and not a day goes by that I stop missing you. xoxoxoxo, Your little Blondie

This is for you papa. I dont think a day goes by that I dont think of you. I love and miss you so much. I wish you were here but I know you were sick, and in pain- so undeservingly. What a gentleman you were and I am sure you are in heaven. I just still love you so very, very much. Please let me know you are thining of me too. I miss you. I thank the good Lord for taking you to be with Him, and I have no doubt that you are once again in perfect health. Please talk with the Lord and ask Him to make some spots for us uop there ok? And please, please ask him to let you come to me some how, and nana, she longs for this as well. How we miss you papa. I hope you know everything that is going on down here. Do you know that you have 2 more great grand children, and one more on the way by Jean and Craig? Do you know that Joan is getting married? We are all ok papa. What is heaven like? Please come to me, ask our Lord to let you take me for a sneak preview, and ask Him what more he wants from me. I know I need to do more to be with you guys. Please. I am sue God loves you so, and maybe if you ask Him he will say ok, well, thats all I guess. Bye for now-love me-blondie.